A friend with a secular orientation once asked me, "Rabbi, considering the
size of your family, wouldn't you agree that your children's emotional
well-being would be compromised by the addition of yet another child?"
I explained to him that it depends on one's perspective. We can view each
child as a liability that could potentially deplete our parental reservoir,
or we can look at the infinite richness each one contributes to the family,
and ultimately, to the world at large. With this perspective, the parents'
joy, far from diminishing with the birth of an additional child, becomes all
Underscoring this idea, we celebrate the gift of each child by designating
an individual candle for him or her, every Friday evening at
licht-bentching. Each additional flame adds to the radiance of the
If we see ourselves as beneficiaries of Hashem's bounty, granted the
wonderful privilege to share and care for another human being, to ennoble
and enlighten that child as much as possible, we will find that the
resources we've been blessed with are more than enough for our needs.
One of the most universal human responses is the unconditional embrace of a
newborn. The very sight of the baby elicits exclamations of endearment and
delight. An infant reflects pure innocence and activates the inherent good
and love within people.
Perhaps on a certain level, we long to recapture that outpouring of love we
ourselves were showered with at that stage. But do we want it so badly we'd
prefer to remain that little child? Surely not. Although maturity imposes
burdens we'd sometimes rather do without, perpetual childhood with its
carefree absence of responsibility would obviously not make for a fulfilling
and meaningful existence. The neshama needs to be nourished, and that only
comes with continuous challenge and growth.
We encounter this thought in this week's Torah portion, as we read of Moshe
Rabbeinu's longing to enter Eretz Yisroel at the end of his life. His desire
to grow in spiritual stature despite having reached the apex of human
accomplishment, is unabating. He is 120 years old, but still longs for a new
Having overcome the most gut-wrenching obstacles and challenges in the first
80 years of his life, he was chosen by the Al-mighty to lead the Jewish
people from bondage to freedom, to smash the Egyptian oppressors, and to
endow the Jewish nation with Hashem's Torah. For forty years he has led them
through the wilderness, connecting them to the Divine Spirit every step of
the way. He has attained the highest level of prophecy possible for a human
being. The legacy he is about to leave behind is unparalleled. Yet he isn't
prepared to rest on his laurels. At the doorstep to the promised land, Moshe
fervently beseeches G-d to allow him to enter with the Jewish people, so
that he can perform the commandments that are exclusive to Eretz Yisroel and
take part in the building of the Holy Temple.
With his unrivaled leadership and achievements, couldn't Moshe have
contented himself with basking in past and present glory?
The point, however, is that each moment in life's journey carries its own
special challenge and opportunity. To be satisfied with yesterday's
achievements is to sell oneself-and Hashem-short.
As a young boy, growing up in Manchester, England I was quite a car
enthusiast. I went from one car dealership to another, collecting glossy
brochures of every sports car model. My collection included Aston Martens,
Alpha Romeos, Triumph Spitfires, and of course limited-edition Mini Coopers.
They were all lovingly stored in two suitcases under my bed. At the age of
sixteen, I went off to advance my yeshiva studies in Gateshead. Upon my
return, I discovered to my chagrin that my mother had thrown out all my
brochures. She said that as she was cleaning for Pesach, she figured I
didn't need them any more, and had thus disposed of them.
I recall suppressing my indignation with difficulty, while resigning myself
to the finality of my loss. To my mother, an automobile was simply a means
of getting from A to B. How could I explain to her that to me, the torque,
graceful lines, special features, and even the MacPherson struts, were all
of vital importance?
With time, I was able to look back with appreciation for what she had done.
Sometimes we need to be pushed to the next stage of our journey. Holding on
to our childish fancies may inhibit our ability to mature and to appreciate
the more important things in life. Yes, I am still a car enthusiast at
heart. Most vacations include a visit to an automobile museum where I can
delight in examining early Packards and Chryslers. But this hobby, instead
of being a dominant theme in my life, is now one minuscule facet of a much
As parents of a newborn once again, my wife and I pray that we are granted
the health, wisdom, and sensitivity to guide this child through the many
crucial stages of his development, turning his tiny flame into a vibrant
torch. May we merit to be at his side to help him try out his wings, test
his engines, and position his headlights, to taxi him all the way to the end
of the runway.
May we all be zocheh to watch with pride as our charges take off and soar
independently to the skies. And may we be inspired to set an example for
them by being unafraid to tackle new frontiers on our own individual life