Prisms of Light - Reflections From a Shattered Glass
The essential theme behind the counting of the sefirah is, of course,
perfecting our character traits. This is alluded to in the famous words of
Rabbi Akiva, the teacher of Rav Shimon Bar Yochai, who explained the verse,
"Love your neighbor like yourself," to mean that this quintessential Torah
law is the source from which flows all the Torah's teachings. "
In order to fully appreciate the import of Rabbi Akiva's teaching, let us
read the famous narrative recorded in the Talmud Kesuvos (daf 62:2) about
Rabbi Akiva and his righteous wife, Rachel.
"Rabbi Akiva worked as a shepherd for the wealthy Kalba Savua, whose
daughter, Rachel, recognized Akiva's modesty and aspiring greatness. She
approached him with an offer: "if I become betrothed to you, will you go to
the Yeshiva to study Torah?" After he responded in the affirmative, they
became secretly betrothed, and he went off to study. Upon discovering his
daughter's marriage to the unlearned shepherd, the wealthy Kalba Savua
Rabbi Akiva remained in the Bais Hamedrash learning Torah for 12 years. When
he finally returned home, he was accompanied by 12,000 students. As he was
about to cross the threshold of his home, he heard an elderly man provoking
his wife about his long absence. "How long will you remain a living widow?"
the man asked, to which she replied, "If my husband would only listen to me
he would devote himself to another twelve years of uninterrupted study."
With these words of permission and encouragement, Rabbi Akiva turned around
and returned to the yeshiva. He studied for another twelve years after which
he returned with 24,000 students. His wife, Rochel, went out to greet him.
Approaching him, she fell to the ground and kissed his feet. His attendants
tried to push her away but were stopped by Rabbi Akiva, who told them, "All
that is mine and all that is yours belongs to her."
With this episode, the Talmud gives us insight into the supreme and selfless
dedication of Rabbi Akiva's wife and Rabbi Akiva. Yet the narrative prompts
some basic questions: Is there a significance to the number 12,000
(students) who accompanied him on his first return home? Furthermore, upon
his second return after another twelve years, shouldn't the growth of his
students have been exponential, not merely double?
In another interesting twist, the sages teach us that whenever the Talmud
refers to Hu Saba, "an elderly man," it invariably refers to Elijah the
prophet. Elijah had come at that specific moment to prompt Rabbi Akiva's
wife to respond with her selfless declaration that she wished he would learn
Torah for another twelve years. Clearly, this was all divinely engineered.
Why was it so important for Rabbi Akiva to study uninterrupted for another
twelve years to the point where Hashem actually sent Eliyahu Hanavi to bring
I believe the answer lies in a basic understanding of Rabbi Akiva's teaching
about the essential meaning and purpose of Torah study, and of life itself.
In essence, Hashem is the unifying force that sustains and permeates all of
creation. Nevertheless, Hashem created a finite, fragmented and divided
world where this unifying force is not easily perceived. The different
compounds and elements, components and polarities that comprise the physical
world serve to mask the fact that they all emanate from a single primary
Our mission is to glimpse what lies beyond the external divide, to see
Creator in creation by connecting the dots. We are all essentially souls
that flow from one place-the Heavenly throne. We are all thus bonded as one
at our source. Nevertheless our souls are implanted in independent bodies,
each uniquely different from the other, each agitating for its own
individual needs and operating on its own instincts of self preservation.
How can we transcend our physical differences and genuinely bond with one
another, thereby uniting with our divine source?
Rabbi Akiva provides the answer. Love your neighbor as yourself; this is the
noblest and most fundamental doctrine governing a Jew's life, and it is
acquired only through Torah. Through Torah we connect to Hashem's infinite
mind and will. When we study Torah, however, each of us has our own pathway
and medium, our own unique way of understanding. We are so certain we have
arrived at the truth though our own perceptions, it is difficult to see the
bigger picture and to accord the appropriate respect to our counterpart in
There is no greater challenge than achieving a true internal synthesis
whereby we can maintain our independent mode of thought while recognizing at
the same time that everything contains elements of truth, and that all flows
from one divine source.
Rabbi Akiva's greatness as a unifying force among the Jewish people was to
raise 12,000 students. The Jewish nation consists of 12 tribes, each
invested with its own unique, principled pathway and mission. The number
1,000 in Hebrew is "elef," represented by the same symbol as the letter one.
With 1,000 students in each tribe, reflecting the total diversity of Torah
understanding, Rabbi Akiva could nevertheless unify them as one, inspiring
and bringing together all the tribes jointly to bond through Torah to their
source. A lofty accomplishment indeed!
Yet there was higher level of achievement that Heaven had ordained for Rabbi
Akiva and his wife. It required harnessing a form of supernatural energy and
it would accomplish a supernatural goal.
A husband and wife are essentially one soul divided into two opposites, and
when they unite in harmony and peace the divine presence rests between them.
So too, each of these 12,000 were to become zugos, pairs. It is natural for
two individuals to argue the finer nuances of their individual line of Torah
reasoning and thus approach the matter from all possible angles.
If, while dissenting with one another's arguments, they would display the
appropriate respect and esteem due a Torah scholar of such stature, the
opposite, yet cohesive forces produced by their Torah leaning would bring
the ultimate revelation of the Divine presence to this world. The highest
spiritual goal for human existence would then be achieved.
Tragically, it was not to be. The students failed in that final lofty stage
and did not accord one another's Torah learning the level of respect it
called for. As our sages tell us, this failure is marked as a national
tragedy during the period between Pesach and Shavuos. Our embrace of Torah
must be preceded by a wholesome sense of unity and a genuine esteem for our
fellow Jews. In Rabbi Akiva's words: Zeh klal gadol baTorah: This is the
essential touchstone for true acceptance of Torah and our connecting to the
It was Rav Shimon Bar Yochai the student of Rabbi Akiva, that provided a
different avenue for our attaining and absorbing this sublime recognition.
By revealing the mystical secrets of the zohar, we are able to see the
Divine light that emanates from the entire creation and the inner beauty
that radiates within each and every Jew. Reflecting upon the bonfire, that
is a reflection of the collective light generated by the unity of Jewish
souls, we are appropriately commemorating Reb Shimon's legacy and by
absorbing his message we will bring the ultimate geulah to its final phase.