But Do You Want To
A family member is coming in from out of town. You're tied up, so you call a
friend to do you a favor and pick him up from the airport. But you can tell
immediately from the silence at the other end of the line that your friend
is not available either. The timing isn’t good.
"Hey, no problem," you say. "I'll ask someone else."
"No need, I think I can work it out," he says in a less than convincing
tone. "I just need to cancel this one meeting and then ask someone to cover
my carpool for me. I should be able to do my shopping later when I get back.
Let me just check with my wife to see that she doesn't need any of the food
"Please," you say. "I don't need you to make yourself crazy for me. I can
easily ask someone else."
But your friend insists. By the time you hang up the phone you’re left with
this overwhelming sense that you were a burden on his life and that you’ve
inconvenienced and disturbed him. Even though he's doing you a favor, you
can tell he's not interested in doing it. You wish that you just wouldn’t
have asked him in the first place.
A Unique Capital Campaign
In the beginning of this week’s Parsha, Moshe announces a capital campaign
to build the Mishkan, the Tabernacle, to house Hashem’s Presence in the
desert. But this campaign was not like any other. To be able to donate or
contribute to it, one actually had to qualify. And it wasn’t the bottom line
on a bank statement that Moshe was looking for; it was the desire of the
heart. Only the Jews who really wanted to could participate.
Hashem tells Moshe to only take contributions from someone who can be
described as “asher yidvenu lebo,” whose heart motivates and inspires him.
Rashi explains this to mean someone who has a “ratzon tov,” a good desire to
be part of the campaign. It is as if Hashem declared: “I don’t need your
gold, or your silver or your copper to build myself a home. I really can do
this myself without any of your help. What I do want is the relationship
with you. I want you to want to be part of building my home. If you really
want it, then I welcome your gift. But if it’s a burden for you, if you’d
really rather not part with your possessions, please don’t do me any favors.
You can keep your money for yourself. I only want your gift if you truly
want to be a part of this.”
Sure we give to our children, but how?
We spend our lives giving to our children. We make them lunches and carpool
them all around town when they're young; we work on their homework and
discuss their problems as they get older, and support them emotionally and
financially for as long as we can.
Our children are very perceptive. They are not only aware of if we are
giving to them, but how we are giving to them. They can tell if we are
giving to them because we feel we have to or if we really want to. They know
because we usually do not do a good job of hiding it, if while we are
driving them to practice we have a sense that this really is a disruption to
our day. They can easily tell while we are helping them with their homework
if we’d really rather be doing something else.
There is a world of difference between a parent who gives but with a sense
of burden and a parent who gives because he really loves his child and has a
desire to be involved. It may be nothing more than a frustrated sigh or a
roll of the eyes, but the message is clear: I'm not excited or interested in
Hashem didn't want His house to be built with the donations of those who
felt they had to. He only wanted "nediv lev," those who were inspired, those
who wanted to contribute. So do our children. They don't want to feel like a
burden. They want to have the sense that we want to help them.
You're going to do it anyway. You're spending the time already. Do it with a
smile. Show your child that your heart is in it. Caring for our kids and
their needs is not a distraction or just something we have to do – they are
a precious part of our lives.
It's all about our heart and motivation. It's the type of home that Hashem
desires to dwell in, and it's the type of home that our children desire to
Have a great Shabbos.
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