Parshas Acharei Mos / Shabbos Mevarchin
The Good, The Bad, and The Process of Redemption
By Rabbi Pinchas Winston
G-d told Moshe, "Tell Aharon your brother that he should not enter at just
any time the Holy, past the Curtain towards the Kapores which is on the
Aron, and then he won't die, because I am seen in a cloud over the
Thus begins the laws dealing with Yom Kippur, the one time a year that the
Kohen Gadol was allowed to enter the Holy of Holies. And, though it might
seem somewhat incongruent to speak about Yom Kippur right after Pesach, in
truth, it is quite appropriate.
For, Pesach is really a stepping-stone to the holiday of Shavuos, which
comes after 49 days of counting the Omer. As we have mentioned before,
Pesach and Shavuos are like one holiday, the first day of Pesach being the
first day of Yom Tov, and Shavuos being like the last day of Yom Tov. The
49 days of the Omer in-between are like the period of Chol HaMoed
connecting the two, and would have been festive had the students of Rebi
Akiva not died during this time.
This is what the rabbis meant, on a deeper level, when they said:
If there is no flour, there is no Torah, and if there is no Torah, there is
no flour. (Pirkei Avos 3:21)
Pesach is symbolized by flour, since Matzah is central to the entire
holiday. Shavuos is all about receiving the Torah. Thus, the rabbis are
saying, if we had not been redeemed from Egypt, we could never have been
able to receive the Torah, and had we not received the Torah, then there
would have been no reason to free the Jewish people from Egypt. Even the
words "Pesach" (peh-samech-ches) and "kemach" (flour: kuf-mem-ches) are
equal to each other in gematria: 148.
However, though Shavuos is called "Zman Toraseinu" - Time of our Torah - in
truth, it was not in the end. As you will recall, the Torah Moshe Rabbeinu
received at that time, in the form of the first set of Tablets, he broke
upon seeing the golden calf. By the time Moshe made it back to the camp
after the first set of 40 days on Har Sinai, he was empty-handed and set
about purging the camp of the calf and of all its perpetrators.
The next 40 days, after cleansing the camp of the calf and sinners, Moshe
spent his time at the top of Har Sinai begging G-d for forgiveness on
behalf of the remaining people below. All they could do was teshuvah, and
await with tremendous concern regarding their future fate, hoping against
hope that Moshe Rabbeinu had enough of an edge with G-d to mitigate the
Divine wrath blowing their direction.
He was successful, and as a result, G-d commanded Moshe to return back to
the camp below, and to hew out two new tablets (G-d had done it the first
time) like the ones he had broken, upon which G-d would write the Torah
down again for him and the nation. Moshe did as commanded and ascended
once again on the first day of Elul, and he did not return until the 11th
of Tishrei, the day after the first Yom Kippur.
And this is the Torah that we have until this very day, making Yom Kippur
the real "Zman Toraseinu" for now, and with a difference. Perhaps, in the
end, this will reflect differently on the meaning of Yom Kippur, and why we
have the period between Pesach and Shavuos, when we count the Omer, it is
not the period of joy it ought to be, but will one day be in Yemos
HaMoshiach. It will help to explain why:
The main period of time for this rectification will be in the future, at
the time of the End [of Days], because the redemption begins on Pesach and
ends on Shavuos . . . (Sha'arei Leshem, p. 87)
But the goat on which the lot "To Azazel" fell must be presented alive
before G-d, as an atonement, and sent to Azazel into the desert. (Vayikra 16:10)
This is the most peculiar part of the Yom Kippur service of Temple times,
and perhaps one of the most unusual in all of Judaism. That is, until you
understand the Kabbalah behind it, and its relevance to everyday life.
The Arizal revealed:
"The sod of Azazel is the sod of Samae"l and the "female" of Nogah . . ."
For those who don't know, Samae"l is the angel whose job it is to try to
obstruct us from doing mitzvos, so that we can have the chance to overcome
him and perform the mitzvos as a matter of will, and earn reward for doing
so in the World-to-Come. And, as Kabbalah teaches, he has a female
There are basically four levels of spiritual impurity, the least potent of
which is called "Nogah." In fact, Nogah is the level that separates
between the holy and the profane, and therefore is itself half good and
half evil. One's propensity to sin and ignore G-d is based upon which
level of spiritual impurity has enveloped him or her.
". . . We give him a goat, and he is called 'Depths of the Sea' . . ."
In Hebrew, the term is "Metzulas Yumm," and it is where, supposedly, we
send our sins to be rid of them. This is the symbolism of standing by a
body of water while doing Tashlich on Rosh Hashanah, something that is
being accomplished here in a very real way by sending the goat to Azazel.
". . . They are the 'Shadow of Death,' male and female. Therefore, he is
transformed into a defender, as a result of the good side within him, as
mentioned in the Zohar, Parashas Emor (101)."
Normally, it is the job of Samae"l to prosecute us, which he does only too
willingly. First, he tests us and makes the performance of mitzvos
difficult, and the doing of transgressions easy, and then presents his case
against us before G-d during the Aseres Yemai Teshuvah. However, the Zohar
explains, by giving him this goat, he is transformed into an advocate instead!
". . . On Yom Kippur, Hashem Yisborach willingly commanded us and permitted
us to send to Samae"l, one goat, which is a combination of good and
evil. Then he rejoices over the [other] three evil impurities, because he
has already received his bounty and life from the good within the
goat. For, as it is known, they (the evil impurities) chase after holiness
because it is their life force, without which they die . . ."
When a person sins, he is said to have made the forces of impurity
stronger. This is because evil has no intrinsic existence of its own, but
rather, it feeds off of anything holy that it can access, and is drawn
after it "like bees to honey." This is why evil, unlike good and holiness,
will not and cannot exist forever, but will meet its end in the time of
Moshiach. (Succah 52a)
Therefore, everyday of the year as we perform mitzvos and avoid sinning, we
are in fact, keeping holiness and our life force away from the realm of
spiritual impurity. "When a person transgresses a Negative Mitzvah," the
Arizal explains, "he brings completion to the three worst levels of
impurity of his yetzer hara. This is the punishment for transgressing a
Except on Yom Kippur, the holiest day of the year, not only do we not keep
holiness away from him, but we send it out to him:
"This is the great joy Samae"l enjoys by receiving the goat of Azazel,
especially since it was sent completely willingly, and it did not require
any effort or trouble on his part!"
Huh? What gives?
When he has finished atoning for the Holy, the Appointed Tent, and the
Altar, he will bring the live goat. Aharon will lay both his hands upon
the head of the live goat, and confess over it all the iniquities of the
Children of Israel, all their rebellious and inadvertent transgressions,
putting them upon the head of the goat. [He will then] send it with the
designated person into the desert. (Vayikra 16:20-21)
Now comes the punch line:
"Then the Kohen Gadol will atone on the head of the goat, and as a result
of the power of this teshuvah . . . he will separate out from [the goat]
the good part, because it is impossible for it to remain as it was before
the sin, a mixture of good and evil. For, sinning strengthens evil and
subjugates the good [within]. This is the definition of teshuvah, when
they will become separated from each other. They were [both] attached to
the impurity of Nogah, but now [only] the evil within it that is completely
spent adheres to the goat and goes out to the impurities
completely. However, the good returns to holiness above, and not to the
impurity of Nogah."
In other words, though the goat began as a mixture of good and evil,
allowing the impurities to draw from the side of holiness, the teshuvah of
the Kohen Gadol causes the good to separate from the "clutches" of the side
of impurity. This allows the good to return back to the side of holiness,
leaving the impurities distant from any source of sustenance.
Really, it is an analogy for all of creation, which, ever since Adam
HaRishon sinned through the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, remains a
mixture of good and evil. Our role as a "nation of priests" is to learn
Torah and to perform mitzvos, which is the ultimate way to separate out the
good from the bad, and redeem creation. And, the Kabbalists explain, if we
do not complete the process by learning Torah and performing mitzvos, then
it occurs through us, through the suffering we undergo, personally and
"This is the sod of the joy of Samae"l, for at that time [that the Kohen
Gadol places his hands on the head of the goat], [Samae"l] feels as if he
has the upper hand and therefore tries to adhere to [the Kohen Gadol] as
much as possible. However, he is a fool and errs in his thinking, because
really it is 'flaming coals' that are on his head! For, in the beginning,
the impurity of Nogah was combined with good, and it had a strong grasp,
forcing holiness from above through the portion of good that was in it . .
. But, now the good is separated from the evil, and Samae"l has lost the
portion from which he was receiving the good . . . which has gone to the
person to complete his soul in holiness." (Likutei Torah)
It may be quite confusing, especially when you consider that we are really
talking about the rectifying the Sefiros. However, the principle is basic,
and that is that the most dramatic change to creation as a result of Adam
HaRishon's sin was to intermingle good with evil, which is the cause of all
our sins. Therefore, rectification is about separating the good out from
the evil, and returning the good to where it belongs above.
The Yom Kippur service was specifically about accelerating this process of
separation of good from the bad. In fact, according to tradition, the
first set of tablets that Moshe Rabbeinu had descended with were on the
level of the "Tree of Life," whereas the second set were on the level of
the "Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil." That is why the first set was
carved out by G-d, whereas the second set was carved out by Moshe from the
physical world below, and only afterwards inscribed by G-d.
And, the Arizal adds a VERY important point, that as we will see, brings it
all home, literally.
. . . And confess over it all the iniquities of the Children of Israel, all
their rebellious and inadvertent transgressions, putting them upon the head
of the goat. [He will then] send it with the designated person into the
desert. (Vayikra 16:20-21)
In the midst of this explanation, which I have excerpted, the Arizal
inserts the following words:
". . . This is the sod of the Jewish people being exiled amongst the nation."
What is the sod of exile? The idea of sources of holiness - the Jewish
people - living side-by-side with those who lack holiness. And, whether
they appreciate it or not, and they usually don't, they are drawing
spiritual sustenance from the Jewish people who are exiled amongst
them. It is a physical mirroring of what has happened within the spiritual
The depth of the matter regarding the Omer-Offering that is performed each
year is for the sake of building the Malchus and completing it, from the
day after the first day of Pesach until its completion at the time of
Shavuos, as it is known from the Arizal. Through this, the Jewish people
rectify the world making it holy to G-d, free of any mixture of the Sitra
Achra (another name for Samae"l). For, the rectification of the Malchus
and the Jewish people is one process, because they are its structure and
"limbs," since it emanates within each Jew. (Sha'arei Leshem, p. 86)
The "Malchus," on one hand, is the tenth of the Ten Sefiros that are the
spiritual infrastructure for all of creation. When G-d made creation, He
left it lacking so that we, through our free-will choices, could become
"partners" with Him in bringing creation to completion. It can be referred
to as the "Kingdom of G-d" on earth.
What is the connection to the Omer? The system is that, as we separate out
the good from the evil, creation AUTOMATICALLY becomes a holy place, which
AUTOMATICALLY results in the establishment of G-d's Kingdom here on
earth. For G-d to come, evil MUST go, one way or another. Shavuos and Yom
Kippur both represent the end of the process, except that Yom Kippur did
not complete the process at that time, as the mitzvah to build the Mishkan
Thus, removing the good from the bad is also the process of doing the same
within the Jew, and of removing the Jewish people from the nations of the
world, is what we call redemption. This is why we count the Omer at this
time, and why Rebi Akiva's students, who acted as if they still had bad
mixed together with their good, died at this time. And, this is why the
Final Redemption, when it comes and may it come this year, G-d willing,
will begin on Pesach and end on Shavuos.
All in all, quite Kabbalistic. But, so is life though we don't always know
and appreciate it, and this is certainly the case with Yom Kippur, one of
the most KABBALISTIC days of the year.