Is Torah a Burden? Part II
Chapter 6, Mishna 2(b)
By Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld
"Rabbi Yehoshua ben (son of) Levi said, on every day a heavenly voice
emanates from Mount Horeb, announcing: 'Woe to them, the people, because
of the affront to the Torah.' For anyone who does not study is
called 'rebuked,' as the verse says 'As a golden ring in a swine's snout,
so too is a beautiful woman who has turned from sound reason' (Proverbs
11:22). It also says, 'And the tablets were the handiwork of G-d, and the
writing was G-d's writing engraved on the tablets' (Exodus 32:16). Do not
read 'charoos' (engraved), rather 'chairoos' (free). For you will not find
a freer person than one who is involved in the study of Torah. And all
those who study Torah are uplifted, as it states, 'From Matanah [the
Israelites traveled to] Nachaliel, and from Nachaliel [to] Bamos' (Numbers
21:19)."
Last week we discussed the comparison between one who does not study Torah
to -- in the words of King Solomon -- a swine with a golden ring in its
snout. As we explained, one who is not involved in Torah study is not
sublimating the animal within him. His body and desires reign supreme,
possibly even dragging his human intellect down as well, occupying it with
thoughts of deviousness and lust, as unappreciatively as a pig dragging
along a ring while wallowing in the garbage.
We asked that this actually seems a little too damning. We observed that
our mishna does not seem to be talking about sinners per se, only people
who are not studying sufficiently. If so, we are dealing with Torah-
observant Jews, who do fulfill the mitzvos (commandments). If so, are they
really basically animals? Doesn't a religious lifestyle sanctify and
uplift -- or at least keep one out of serious trouble? Perhaps Torah study
uplifts like no other mitzvah, but is someone with mitzvos alone really no
better than a pig?
There is a very important distinction here -- one which could make all the
difference in how we relate to Judaism. There are two levels on which we
can view the mitzvos -- both of them valid in their own way. On the one
hand the mitzvos give our lives positive structure and direction.
They "force" us, so to speak, to live healthy lifestyles. Don't become a
workaholic: rest on the Sabbath. Don't go off the deep end: marry and
raise a family. Be faithful to your spouse, pray daily, get up on time,
take care of your health (see Deuteronomy 4:15), give charity, etc. Most
of the laws of the Torah are simply nice ways to live, giving us
disciplined, but essentially normal, contented lives. On a deeper level as
well, the mitzvos serve to perfect or "fix" our souls and the spiritual
spheres around us. Thus, mitzvah observance, apart from earning us reward
in the World to Come, is actually the surest path to physical, spiritual,
and domestic contentment -- something I think we could challenge other
religions and philosophies to match (all of them newer imitations, none
equaling the original (often the case)).
The above is completely valid and is something one who observes the
mitzvos cannot help but appreciate. There is, however, a downside. One can
easily fall in love with a "Torah lifestyle" -- and just as easily forget
why he is adhering to one. We can easily view our healthy and disciplined
lifestyles as just a wonderful way to live in this world -- a true and
steady rudder guiding us through the stress and confusion of society and
life. But we will still be living in this world alone. We will see mitzvah-
observance as nothing more than a reliable guide for living in this world -
- which to an extent it is -- and fail to see beyond. And our interests
and drives may be entirely this-worldly: our careers, our hobbies, our
lusts. None of these are entirely forbidden by the Torah, even if they are
somewhat restricted. We all accept that our lives require some discipline
and structure. But for the most part, we will be drawn -- to the extent
the Torah allows -- after the animal within.
Now enters Torah study -- and the true purpose of the Torah lifestyle. A
Torah lifestyle admittedly offers contentment in this world. If it really
is G-d's perfect prescription for life, we would expect the physical plane
to fit in just as well as the spiritual. However, that is not the true
reason G-d gave us the Torah. G-d did not give Israel the Torah in order
that we live well or even piously in this world. It is so that we connect
to G-d in the next one.
As we've discussed in past weeks, the Torah enables us to build a
relationship with G-d Himself, preparing ourselves for the ultimate
pleasure of the World to Come. By studying Torah and observing the mitzvos
we condition ourselves, making ourselves more spiritual people capable of
relating to G-d in the World to Come. The mitzvos themselves condition us
to an extent, but as we explained, we may observe every mitzvah
religiously -- we may keep the letter of the law -- but basically be
creatures of this world. Torah study, however, brings us directly before G-
d. We contemplate and appreciate G-d's wisdom and values, transforming
ourselves into moral and spiritual human beings. Ultimately, our "swine" --
the beast within -- becomes transformed -- into a human being in the
image of G-d.
We can now understand the continuation of our mishna -- that there is no
one freer than the one who studies Torah. A person who merely observes the
mitzvos may still essentially be a pig-- a creature of this world who is
no more than constrained or forced to behave by a Torah lifestyle. He will
still live in this world and for this world to the extent the Torah
allows. He may even view the mitzvos as a crushing burden, prohibiting
much of what the animal within desires. He may be observant, but he is far
from "free".
Torah study, however, transforms us into beings in the image of G-d --
ones which don't *want* to wallow in the dirt like swine. We will
understand and appreciate G-d's wisdom and commandments. We will want to
fulfill G-d's will and get closer to Him. Whereas the mitzvah observer,
whenever the Torah is not looking (or whenever a loophole can be found)
will run back to the mud, the Torah studier will desire the pleasures of
the spirit. He will not be plagued with the inner struggle and turmoil
less "human" people experience. The Torah will not be a burden. It will be
an opportunity -- and a portal to G-d. And so he will truly -- like few
men on earth -- be free.
Text Copyright © 2006 by Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld and Torah.org.