Sorry for Nothing
Volume 4 Issue 40
by Rabbi Mordechai Kamenetzky
We are all fascinated by inanimate or animal objects that speak. The '60s
had TV viewers kvelling over talking horses, even talking cars. And an
entire industry was based on the concept of a talking mouse. But this week
a talking animal is no joke. The Torah tells us about a talking animal that
brought no laughs to its rider and teaches a serious lesson to us all.
Bilaam, the greatest prophet that the gentile world had seen, was hired by
Balak, King of Moab, for one mission: curse the Jews. Bilaam's feigned
reluctance was quickly turned to exuberance when offers of honors and great
wealth were added as signing bonus, and first thing in the morning he
saddled his trusted donkey and was on his way. He planned to travel to an
overlook, where he would cast his spell on the Jewish Nation as they camped
innocently beneath the wicked gaze of Balak and his employee, Bilaam, the
But Hashem had different plans. As Bilaam's donkey ambled toward a narrow
passage, it saw a frightening sight. An angel, with a sword thrust forward,
blocked its path. The beast turned off the road into a field, and Bilaam
struck the animal to get it back on the road. But again the angel stood in
the passageway and the poor donkey, in fear, squeezed tightly against a
stone wall, pressing Bilaam's leg against the wall. The great prophet, who
so haughtily straddled the donkey, did not see the angelic figure and
reacted violently. Again he hit his donkey; this time harder . But the
angel did not retreat. He began approaching the donkey and its rider.
Suddenly the donkey crouched in panic, and Bilaam struck it again. But
this time the donkey did not act like a mule. She spoke up. Miraculously,
Hashem opened her mouth, and she asked Bilaam, "why did you hit me? Aren't
I the same animal that you have ridden your entire life? Should not my
strange behavior give cause for concern?" (Numbers 22:28)
When the angel, sword in hand, finally revealed himself, and chided Bilaam
for striking the innocent animal, Bilaam was flabbergasted. He was left
speechless save for one sentence. "I have sinned, for I did not know that
you were standing opposite me on the road. And if you want, I shall
return" (Numbers 22:34).
What is disturbing is Bilaam's immediate admission of sin. If he could not
see the angel why did he admit guilt?
Many riders would hit a donkey that presses their foot against the wall or
crouches down amidst a group of a king's officers. Bilaam should have
simply stated to the angel, "I did not know you were there and thought my
beast was acting in a manner that required discipline." Why the apology?
If he truly did not know that the angel was there, why did he admit to
On one of the final days of the Six Day War the Israeli troops pierced
through enemy fortifications and forged their way through the ancient
passageways of Jerusalem. As if Divine gravitational force was pulling
them, one group of soldiers dodged the Jordanian bullets and proceeded
until there was no reason to continue. They had reached the Kotel
HaMaravi, the Western Wall, the holiest place in Judaism, the site of both
the First and Second Temples. The young men, some of whom had yeshiva
education, others who came from traditional backgrounds, stood in awe and
began to cry in unison. The Kotel had been liberated!
One young soldier, who grew up on a totally secular kibbutz in the northern
portion of the state gazed at the sight of his comrades crying like
children as they stared up at the ancient stones. Suddenly, he, too began
One of the religious soldiers, who had engaged in countless debates with
him, put his arm around him and asked, "I don't understand. To us the
Kotel means so much. It is our link with the Temple and the holy service.
This is the most moving experience of our lives. But why are you crying?"
The young soldier looked at his friend, and amidst the tears simply stated,
"I am crying because I am not crying."
Bilaam, the greatest of gentile prophets, realized that something must be
wrong. A simple donkey saw the revelation of an angel. He did not. He
realized that there are experiences he should have been able to grasp and
appreciate. If he didn't it was not a donkey's fault. It was not an
angel's fault. It was his fault. He realized then and there that it was he
who was lacking.
How often does G-d cry out to us in newspaper headlines, be it earthquakes,
wildfires, or human tragedies? We should stare at the sight and see the
divine figure standing with an outstretched sword. We do not. We flip the
paper and strike at the donkeys who struck out.
We ought to cry at the tragedies of life, and if we do not realize that
they are there, we ought to cry about that. Then one day we will all
Rabbi Mordecai Kamenetzky
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