The NAME of the Game
By Rabbi Pinchas Winston
G-d told Moshe, "Go to Pharaoh ..." (Shemos 10:1)
Parashas Bo represents a major turning point in Jewish history. After 210
years in Egypt, the last 116 of which were spent in demoralizing and
physically destructive slavery, the Jewish people finally stand on the
threshold of freedom in this week's parshah. Yetzios Mitzrayim -- "Exodus
from Egypt" -- has already become a reality.
What was accomplished in the end? Was life in Egypt only about suffering?
Was it only meant as a means to "weed out" four-fifths of the Jewish
people? What did the "Fiery Furnace" of Jewish history do specifically to
mold us into a nation?
To answer this question, I am going to resort to a gematria that was told
over to me last week. It is a such a remarkable gematria, not just because
of the way it works out, but, because of the insight to which it points.
And, if it appears that this entire d'var Torah has been written around it,
as if an excuse to write it up this numerical revelation, then, it is not
such a mistaken perception. For, that is just how profound a gematria it
really is, as simple as it may appear to be.
This gematria emerges from the ages of the Avos: Avraham: 175 years;
Yitzchak: 180 years; Ya'akov: 147 years. Now, if you factor each of these
numbers, you arrive at:
175 = 25 x 7
180 = 36 x 5
147 = 49 x 3
You will notice that the first factors are 25, 36, and 49, three very
significant numbers in Kabbalah. Twenty-five (as I have discussed on a
number of occasions) represents the "Hidden Light" of creation before
revealed through the thoughts, words, or actions of man. The twenty-fifth
word in the Torah happens to be the word "ohr," or, "light."
This fits nicely with the Midrash that paraphrases the Torah to praise the
greatness of Avraham:
G-d said, "Let there be light ..." (Bereishis 1:3); "light" refers to
Avraham (Bereishis Rabbah 2:3)
The Hebrew word for "let there be" is "yehi," which has a gematria of
"twenty-five," which makes the posuk now read, "twenty-five is Avraham,"
and indeed, it is.
The number thirty-six represents the Hidden Light after it has been
revealed through man, symbolized by the thirty-six righteous people holding
up the world in every generation, the thirty-six tractates of the
Babylonian Talmud, and the thirty-six candles we light during the eight
days of Chanukah.
The message of this light is that we Jews believe that G-d is alive and
well, and running the world. Our self-sacrifice for Torah and its way of
life projects this message to the world around us; no one symbolizes that
willingness of sacrifice FOR TORAH better than Yitzchak Avinu himself, a
true representation of the light in its stage of thirty-six.
Forty-nine, as we learn from Sefiros HaOmer (and elsewhere), is a number
that represents the conquering of This World, since seven is a number that
symbolizes physicality. The choice of a human being is to conquer This
World or to be conquered by it -- to use the physical for spiritual
purposes, thereby sanctifying it, or, to use it for purely physical
reasons, and thereby defile it and become defiled through it.
"Im Lavan Garti ..." (Bereishis 32:4) -- "I lived with Lavan," Ya'akov
Avinu declared to his brother Eisav, the symbol of the latter attitude
toward life. Says Rashi on this posuk:
"The word 'garti' has the numerical value of 'taryag' (613), as if to say,
'Though I lived with Lavan, I still observed the 613 mitzvos and did not
learn from his ways!'." (Rashi)
-- that is, I was not overtaken by the physical world, and instead
sanctified it and myself.
However, not only are the second factors of each string odd numbers in
descending order, but, if you factor 25, 36, and 49, you arrive at:
175 = 25 x 7 = 5 x 5 x 7
180 = 36 x 5 = 6 x 6 x 5
147 = 49 x 3 = 7 x 7 x 3
-- with 5, 6, and 7 representing an ascension from Avraham to Ya'akov. More
importantly, if you now add them up, this is what results:
175 = 25 x 7 = 5 x 5 x 7 = 17
180 = 36 x 5 = 6 x 6 x 5 = 17
147 = 49 x 3 = 7 x 7 x 3 = 17
Amazing, no? Even more amazing is the fact that "seventeen" is the gematria
of the word "tov" -- good -- and the first time this word is used is with
respect to the original, Hidden Light of creation (Bereishis 1:4)!
This indicates that each path taken by the Forefathers, though different in
approach was similar in essence, each being a revelation of the light of
creation. This is, perhaps, verified by adding up the gematria of all three
Avraham = 248
Yitzchak = 208
Ya'akov = 182
-- for a total of 638, which is equal to: 6 + 3 + 8 = 17.
This is what exile in Egypt was all about: shaping a people that could
carry on the legacy of the Avos, and bring the Hidden Light of creation out
into the open and reveal it to the world. The fiery furnace of Egypt was
meant to fashion an eternal candle that could illuminate a darkened world,
which is why four-fifths of the population at that time, whom, apparently
were not fit for the task, died in the Plague of DARKNESS.
And Rava said: It will be likewise in the time of Moshiach. (Sanhedrin 111a)
It doesn't have to be, because negative prophecies do not necessarily have
to come true, and won't come true, if we spread the light of Torah, and of
the Avos, first to ourselves, and then to the world in general.
"Even if G-d is with you when I send you, evil will confront you!" answered
Pharaoh. "You must realize that evil is before your face ..." (Shemos
Such a statement from someone as powerful as Pharaoh in his land could be
enough to shake anyone's confidence. And, even though intellectually, a
person can say to himself, "They're just words ... Nothing REALLY to worry
about ..." still, on some emotional level, it is hard not to fear them --
as if saying them gave them some form reality.
How much more so is this the case when one believes that everything is "min
HaShamayim" -- Heaven-sent. "This man would not be able to say those words
to me if Heaven didn't want me to hear them," such a person believes. "What
should I do about them ... I just can't ignore them?"
Correct, they are not to be ignored. This is because, if Heaven didn't want
something from Moshe, then he would never have been subjected to Pharaoh or
what he had to say. However, this does not mean that the words were to be
taken at face value, as if Pharaoh really knew the future and was
forewarning Moshe about upcoming evil based upon his own knowledge. So,
then, what was the Divine message to Moshe, and perhaps, even the Jewish
First of all, such words can be a test, to see how much a person trusts in
G-d more than he fears man's will and devices. It is PLEASANT when we are
able to fulfill the will of G-d without obstacles and antagonists, but, it
also LIMITING. When the going gets tough, the tough start to asking
themselves hard questions like, "Can this person harm me if G-d doesn't
want him to?"
As the Talmud teaches, "All is in the hands of Heaven except for fear of
Heaven" (Brochos 33b), which, as we have noted on a number of occasions,
refers to the "seeing" of G-d's hand in everyday life. Obstacles and
negative experiences can be a way for G-d to reveal to us how real we are
with such concepts, forcing the issue and strengthening our sense of trust
in G-d and His master plan.
Such words can also be a warning from G-d regarding something of which we
may presently be unaware. Often, if nature is allowed to run its course,
disaster can ensue. Man is not always bright enough or quick enough to
solve each and every problem before it results in a catastrophe, and we
usually require Divine assistance as well.
However, for G-d to step in and solve the problem outright can result in a
suspension of free-will by all those who witness the miracle -- a no-no for
creation. Therefore, Heaven compromises, by putting us through situations
that open our eyes without revealing too much about G-d's involvement. The
result is increased sensitization without decreased free-will; we have been
prepared to detect the real problem coming up.
(Perhaps, Pharaoh's words were a warning to Moshe from Heaven regarding the
erev Rav which left with the Jewish people, and caused so much destruction
along the way. This is why it was "before Moshe's face," since it was Moshe
who pleaded with G-d to let them go out with the Jewish people.)
This is a very important lesson regarding Hashgochah Pratis -- Divine
Providence -- how G-d interacts and communicates with the Jewish people.
G-d is always leading us toward the redemption, whether it is to come one
year later, one-hundred years later, or one-thousand years later. Every
step in Jewish history is another step along the way to redemption.
We tend to stray. As a nation, historically, we tend to lose sight of the
ULTIMATE goals of the Jewish people and creation, and become overly
involved in the here-and-now at the cost of the there-and-then. Sometimes
out of anger, usually out of love, but always without sacrificing
free-will, G-d brings us back.
Or, at least He tries to.
The commentators explain that one of Yonah the prophet's (c. 3055/706 BCE)
main fears of going to Nineveh and warning them about impending doom if
they don't do teshuvah was that he might succeed. Yonah suspected that, if
he went to the great NON-JEWISH city of Nineveh, walked from side-to-side
yelling out, "Repent, or Nineveh" will be destroyed," the people might take
him seriously and repent, and thereby avoid destruction.
(Some say that the king of Nineveh at that time was the same Pharaoh who
had escaped death at the Red Sea while his entire army drowned before the
fleeing Jewish nation. Unable to return to Egypt, he fled for his life to
Babylonia. Hence, when THIS king heard Yonah's warning of Divine
destruction, he could tell his people with certainty, "Repent quick! Trust
me, if G-d says He is going to do something, He means it!)
But what did Yonah have against non-Jews that made success undesirable?
Nothing -- he was worried instead about being sent to the Jewish people
later with a similar message, and then being mocked out of the city.
"Right, Yonah," the Jews might say, "just like in Nineveh! Was Nineveh
destroyed like you promised? NO! Admit it Yonah, you're a false prophet,
G-d's not angry, and we're in no danger either!"
Yes, one COULD draw that conclusion, and take away any sense of urgency to
do teshuvah. And the Jews of that time in Eretz Yisroel did -- and the
result was the Assyrian exile of the Ten Tribes, the destruction of the
First Temple, and, the exile of the remaining tribes of the Jewish people
to Babylonia. They would have done well to learn from Yonah's words, and
the positive message of Nineveh's survival.
And WE would do well to learn from their mistake.
What do I mean? Like so many others, I was exceedingly grateful to wake up
Shabbos morning and find my lights still on and my hot plate still working.
I was very thankful to go to shul Shabbos morning and not have to be
subjected to sirens that would have meant something very bad had happened.
I was ecstatic to open my computer Motzei Shabbos, and to be able to access
everything as well as I have been able to any other Motzei Shabbos in the
In other words, thank G-d, January 1, 2000 had come and gone without a
glitch -- for me, and for so many millions of people around the globe.
It came at a cost, a tremendous cost. Estimates are somewhere between
three-hundred and six-hundred BILLION dollars spent to avoid rollover
disaster. Two zeroes resulted in "eleven-zero" spending -- quite a
significant notion, and, we may not yet be finished since the full extent
of Y2K may not be known for months to come.
So, "Nineveh" did not fall, again; in spite of its superficial repentance,
it survived a Divine warning. But, in truth, Nineveh was never meant to
fall; it was meant to serve as a Divine example of how G-d will be merciful
to those who do teshuvah -- the deeper the teshuvah, the greater the mercy.
To the nations of the world it WAS "Y2K" -- to the Jewish people, it IS
"yabok" (y = yud; 2 = bais; k = kuf), a word synonymous with human
perfection, with redemption of the Jewish people, and with becoming a
full-fledged "Yisroel." "Y2K" may be over, but "yabok" is an ongoing
reality for the Jewish people. Yabok is our point of departure from the
rest of the world.
After all, ten million Jews still remain either unaffiliated or only
loosely affiliated with anything Jewish, and inter-marriage is alive and
well, and ending Jewish lineage in many a family. Very recently, an
orthodox monthly magazine was forced to re-print double the amount of its
regular subscriptions within the month because its topic was so timely and
widespread. What was the topic? Teen-age drop-outs from the yeshivah system
in unprecedented numbers -- a catastrophic crisis for the Jewish people as
a whole. The Dulberg sisters are not home yet.
Can we afford to be complacent, and laugh off the millennium bug like our
non-Jewish hosts? Statements like this one from last week's parshah make it
difficult to do so:
" ... Such is the trait of The Holy One, Blessed is He: He brings
punishment upon the nations so that Israel may hear of it and fear Him, as
it says, 'I have cut off nations, their corners are desolate ... I said:
Certainly you will fear Me, you will take the reproach.' (Tzephaniah
3:6-7)." (Rashi, Shemos 7:3)
Nineveh did not fall, again, thank G-d. However, let's heed the warning and
reap the benefits of their success, by doing our own teshuvah, Torah-style,
and fix our own internal "bugs."
G-d said to Moshe, "Get up early in the morning and confront Pharaoh when
he goes out to the water. Say to him, 'This is what G-d says, "Let my
people leave and serve Me. If you do not let My people lave, I will send
swarms of harmful creatures!'." (Shemos 8:16-17)
The fourth plague was that of wild beasts. Now, every plague the Egyptians
had to suffer was middah-keneged-middah -- measure-for-measure for the way
they treated the Jews. However, what affliction did the Jews suffer at the
hands of the Egyptians that resulted in THIS plagues?
The Midrash provides two explanations. Firstly, when the Egyptians realized
that the Jewish people's building days were over after the plague of lice,
they sent them out to the fields instead to catch wild animals, in the hope
that they would be killed in the process. So, G-d told Moshe to tell the
Jewish people, "Go to the fields, turn to the beasts and say, 'So says G-d:
Tomorrow you must join together and invade Egypt and destroy it. This is
the task for which you were created!'." (Shemos Rabbah 11:4).
The second reason for this plague, says the Midrash, is, because, the
Egyptians used to view the Jewish people as a "baby-sitting" service at
their disposal, forcing them to carry four Egyptian children at one time --
two on their shoulders and two under their arms. Once the plague of wild
beasts began, animals came and snatched away the children, leaving the Jew
alive and well (Midrash HaGadol 8:17), making the point quite clear at whom
the plague was aimed. Even domesticated animals turned on their masters
once this plague began.
However, one major middah-keneged-middah in this plague was against one of
the biggest misconceptions man suffers from, and that is, the belief that
nature is fixed and undoable. Pharaoh believed (as does Western man) that
nature is consistent, and that any changes that take place in nature do so
over time, and usually in a controlled fashion. This, man believes, is what
gives him the upper hand in life, allowing him to determine his own
destiny, always leaving him time to prepare and adjust for the change.
Tell that to Turkey. Or, tell it to Venezuela, or to France, or to Germany,
or any of the other European nations hit SUDDENLY by Hurricane-speed winds.
The Kabbalists teach that miracles happening throughout history were built
in to creation at the beginning of time, waiting for the right moment in
time to do the will of G-d. Nature seems quite fixed and stable, but for
how long? G-d, Who is outside of time, knew who we were going to be long
before we came to be it -- and what it would take to wake us up to the
purpose of creation.
It is a mistake, as Pharaoh and Egypt learned the hard way, to live
complacently because nature itself seems complacent. Today's calm weather
can give way to tomorrow's hurricane, or earthquake, or rain storm. We may
not be able to hear it so well, but there is a spiritual time-clock ticking
away in creation, waiting for the right moment to perform the right
Let it be a positive one.
A song of thanksgiving. Call out to G-d, all the earth. Serve G-d with joy,
come before Him with joyous song. (Tehillim 100:1-2)
This tehillah is the first complete one of the weekly Pesukei D'Zimrei --
Introductory Psalms. In Temple times, it was recited by the Levi'im as the
Korban Todah (Thanksgiving Offering) was being offered, which was brought
by someone who survived a great danger. In the order of Tehillim, it is the
last one of a section that deals with the coming of the days of Moshiach
According to tradition, Psalm 100 is the last of the eleven psalms that
Moshe contributed to Sefer Tehillim, and, as I have elaborated upon before,
eleven is a number that symbolizes G-dly knowledge. As well, this tehillah
is dedicated to Asher, the tribe that was blessed with an abundance of oil
and became very wealthy through it, and therefore always had plenty of
reason to give thanks to G-d.
It is also a fitting tehillah for this week's parshah, because, after being
in Egypt for 210 years, and enslaved for 116 of those years, the Jewish had
miraculously survived and good reason to give praise to G-d. And, if they
had had any doubts before about G-d being with them, in this week's
parshah, it becomes clear indeed -- albeit a little late -- that Jewish
survival had been supernatural, and that even at the worst moments, G-d had
suffered along with them.
A friend of mine recently suffered a setback, but with a twist. Rather than
mope around the house, like many would do after hearing the disappointing
news, he instead recited the tradition, "This too is for the good ... All
that G-d does is for the good," but with a sincere smile.
So, I asked him, "How can you be so happy after hearing such disappointing
news? I'm not asking you to cry if you don't want to, but, at least explain
to me the source of your joy!"
He answered me, "First of all, it is a mitzvah to serve G-d with joy. If it
was so easy to do so at all times, would we have to be told to do it?
Obviously my disappointing news is a test to see how I would respond: with
sadness, or with trust in G-d that all will be fine in the end. Secondly,
do you know how many times I took a negative situation as the end of the
story, only to find Divine salvation coming from another place? This time,
when G-d helps me out and brings me what I need, I want to be able to say,
'I knew He would, and I trusted in Him!'."
Guess what happened? One way or another, the situation did improve, as it
usually does, and not always the way that we plan it to. That is the
difference between Divine wisdom and human understanding: we see only a
portion of the puzzle, while G-d takes into account the BIG PICTURE.
Recognizing this allows us to continue to serve G-d with confident joy, not
just when the situation works out the way that we relate to be "good," but,
even during the moments that seem less than happy to us.